Diary of a Depressed Woman: Come into the Light

I can imagine Axl’s feelings when he wrote this song, more or less. Well, I kind of through the same feelings now, more or less. I’m the same age now as when he wrote this song too, more or less.
“Old at heart but I’m only 28, and I’m much too young to let love break my heart. Young at heart but it’s getting much too late to find ourselves so far apart.
I don’t know how you’re supposed to find me lately, and what more could you ask from me. How could you say that I never needed you, when you took everything, said you took everything from me.
Young at heart and it gets so hard to wait, when no one I know can seem to help me now. Old at heart but I mustn’t hesitate if I’m to find my own way out.”

My guardian angel came down from Heaven this evening.
She gave me a light; a light that opened up my mind.
She depicted it all so clearly what really makes me anxious about this situation.
As always.
She understood me when I could not even understand my self.
She gave me a light; a light that brought warmth to my heart.
And I wonder why she didn’t come to me earlier.

There is always a time for every thing, indeed.

I know that something is off. And I will find it out when it is time.

“Well I jumped into the river too many times to make it home. I’m out here on my own, and drifting all alone. If it doesn’t show, give it time to read between the lines.
‘Cause I see the storm is getting closer, and the waves they get so high. Seems everything we’ve ever known is here; why must it drift away and die?
I’ll never find anyone to replace you. Guess I’ll have to make it through, this time, oh this time without you.
I knew the storm was getting closer, and all my friends said I was high. But everything we’ve ever known is here; I never wanted it to die.”



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