Unspeakable Secret

Monday, August 10, 2015



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Love is a lonely thing to do. Have you ever realized that? You feel it all by yourself. You only give it all away without taking anything from anywhere. Loving is a selfish thing to do. Particularly when you keep it as a secret, for only yourself to know. Well, everyone has their own secret, especially when it comes to the feeling inside, the deep ones. And revealing our deepest secret is like taking off our clothes and being naked in public. Therefore, in my opinion, some people just choose to keep their own secret, bury it deep inside their hearts, and even bring it to the ground when they die. That’s why they choose to shut down everybody else and seclude themselves. But that secret will certainly haunt them for the rest of their lives. It takes a very big courage to open up your heart to someone else, let them in, and reveal your deepest secret. However, that’s what it takes for life, for accepting yourself, for growing strong.

A secret, a thing that you can’t tell to anyone else; everyone has a thing like that.” –Moon Myung Jin, Unspeakable Secret (말할 없는 비밀) [OST. Kill Me, Heal Me]

This song is for all broken-hearted people who keep trying to shut everyone out, a ballad for Growing Strong today titled “Unspeakable Secret (말할 없는 비밀)”, performed by Moon Myung Jin. The amazing singer sang this song for the MBC’s 2015 romance comedy drama series, “Kill Me, Heal Me”. It was released on February 9th 2015 as “Kill Me, Heal Me OST Part 3” single, and later became a part of “Kill Me, Heal Me OST” album which was released in March 5th 2015.

"Kill Me, Heal Me OST Part 3" single cover - source: wiki.d-addicts.com

Everyone has a thing they can’t easily reveal to anybody else, a deep secret they’ve been keeping only for themselves. The lyrics of “Unspeakable Secret (말할 없는 비밀)” tell about the feeling of someone who has been keeping their secret all alone, and why they choose to do that. “A secret, a thing that you can’t tell to anyone else; everyone has a thing like that. Even if you say that it’s nothing special, even if you try to be indifferent, it actually hurts.” Have you ever had a secret? Ones that you’re afraid of to tell somebody else. Ones that make you shut everyone else out. Ones that are killing you inside even without you realizing it. Ones that make you feel so lonely. “Even loneliness feels like a long-time friend. It’s time for me to get used to it, but I miss you.” Well, there’s always a reason behind everything. And keeping secret don’t just come suddenly. Perhaps we’re just scared, no, we’re terrified.
“Don’t love me, I can’t help my heart for being like this. What I can give to you are just unstoppable tears. With a strange face you’ve seen for the first time, I would only give scars in your heart. I’m just going to leave, so that I can love you all by myself.” Perhaps we’re too afraid to hurt someone we love if we tell the truth. Perhaps we’re just too scared of losing them, and it makes us deciding not to own them at all. “Don’t come to me, I can’t help my heart for being like this. I’m afraid the pain will go to you. I don’t know whether you know that’s why I’m pushing you away. Forget the me that used to love you, just remember the bad me who only made you cry. Though I can’t tell you that I love you, I love you.” Well, truth to be told, the truth will never hurt. It might take them by surprise, but truth can never hurt. The truth will keep us growing strong. And love, a true love will always appreciate the truth. “I’m just going to love you all by myself.”

"Kill Me, Heal Me" official photo - source: asianwiki.com

Though “Kill Me, Heal Me” is a romance comedy drama series (and it’s very witty and comical at its peak, I guarantee you that!), it has some sad and melancholic scenes. And that’s where “Unspeakable Secret (말할 없는 비밀)” comes in. Moon’s heartwrenching voice really goes well with the song’s sentimental melody. No one else but him (I guarantee, again) could give justice to this song like Moon. Beautifully heartbreaking.

Even loneliness feels like a long-time friend. It’s time for me to get used to it, but I miss you.” –Moon Myung Jin, Unspeakable Secret (말할 없는 비밀) [OST. Kill Me, Heal Me]






“Nuguegedo malhal su eopsneun bimil nuguna hanajjeum geureon ge itneun geo janha
(A secret, a thing that you can’t tell to anyone else, everyone has a thing like that)
Teukbyeolhal geotdo eobneun georago malhaedo mudeomdeomhancheok haedo apa
(Even if you say that it’s nothing special, even if you try to be indifferent, it actually hurts)

Ireon nareul sarang hajima nae mami ireongeol eotteokhae
(Don’t love me, I can’t help my heart for being like this)
Neoege jul su itneun geon gojak meomchuji anhneun nunmurinde
(What I can give to you are just unstoppable tears)
Cheoeum boneun naesseon eolgullo ni maeume sangcheoman jul nainde
(With a strange face you’ve seen for the first time, I would only give scars in your heart)
Na honjaman neol saranghage nwadugo ganda
(I’m just going to leave, so that I can love you all by myself)

Oeroumjocha oraedoen chingugata iksukhaejilman hande, I miss you
(Even loneliness feels like a long-time friend, it’s time for me to get used to it, but I miss you)

Ireon nareul sarang hajima nae mami ireongeol eotteokhae
(Don’t love me, I can’t help my heart for being like this)
Neoege jul su itneun geon gojak meomchuji anhneun nunmurinde
(What I can give to you are just unstoppable tears)
Cheoeum boneun naesseon eolgullo ni maeume sangcheoman jul nainde
(With a strange face you’ve seen for the first time, I would only give scars in your heart)
Na honjaman neol saranghagehae
(I’m just going to love you all by myself)

Ireon naege dagaojima nae mami ireongeol eotteokhae
(Don’t come to me, I can’t help my heart for being like this)
Apeumi nege olmeulkka aesseo mireonaeneun geol neon moreugetjiman
(I’m afraid the pain will go to you, I don’t know whether you know that’s why I’m pushing you away)
Niga saranghaetdeon nal ijgo neol ullyeotdeon nappeun naman gieokhae
(Forget the me that used to love you, just remember the bad me who only made you cry)
Saranghandaneun mareun mothaedo saranghae
(Though I can’t tell you that I love you, I love you)”

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